im bleeding a lot more than usual asjfgasdf
New cuts, So you hate me? I hate myself too
(Source: relapse-recovery-repeat, via promisesthatyoucantkeep)
They say cutting is stupid? But I’ll tell you what’s stupid. Hurting someone so badly emotionally, that they feel they have to hurt themselves physically.
(Source: yallcansuckit, via millionsofthemouthlessdead)
422) I really don’t know what it’s like to be happy anymore. I don’t know what it’s like to have a clean, scar and cut free arm, leg, and tummy. I don’t know what it’s like to not want to break down and cry every gosh damn night. I don’t know what it’s like to not be angry. Tell me this is normal, tell me everyone goes through this, that it’s hormones, that this cycle of emotional pain and stress will go away soon, please… tell me I’ll be okay..
(Source: confessionsofash, via f0r3v3r-dr3aming)
dimentica-maxima asked:
how does it feel cutting yourself?
how does it feel cutting yourself?
Physically? It feels like everything that’s been building up, all the stress, disappointment, sadness and anger, its all just put right onto the bit of skin. And when you run the razor, or knife, or whatever you’re using across that bit of skin it just a full release. A very temporary and numbing release. You just focus on that cut, the rip of skin, and for a few seconds everything seems okay.
Mentally? Every wall you’ve ever build at that moment is crumbling and you’re very vulnerable. You’re at your weakest point. At the time, you feel strong. You feel like this is the right choice, that this is your only option. The bloods is fascinating and it draws you in. You want to do it, to cut, again and again.
Depression is a cruel disease and self harm is a highly self destructive addiction.
I do not, and never will, recommend it. Not for anyone.
The areas of my body that have been self-harmed are quickly outnumbering the ones that have not.
(Source: mylittlebee)
